I'm posting here again because I know that losing a kitty friend can hurt - badly. I lost my Noor very suddenly 3 years ago and this topic is bringing back a lot of memories. I expressed my sadness back then by writing her a short song and singing it to a compilation of photos and videos of her. It's still on YouTube. I just watched it for the first time again just now and it still makes me cry. I wonder if I'll ever have a cat that I feel the same connection with. You must feel the same way