Greyhaunt wrote:RS will still be affordable in the future, but Angelsdoll may not be.
I think this statement answers your question. BBB/RS dolls will always be there and always be affordable - if another doll has called out to you and now you can afford it (and who says you can't have more than one "grail" doll - i have several!) at this time then do it so you don't suffer regret later.
This. If it were me, I would do this.
In the end, only you can decide what you're going to do, (of course) and if getting your grail doll instead of the one you decided you were going to get is going to sour you on the experience and make the whole thing feel like a 'personal failure' like you said it was starting to, maybe it isn't the right decision for you.
Do what MAKES YOU HAPPY!
This is supposed to be a fun hobby after all lol And there are no hard and fast rules about what you should buy or when or how you should approach the idea or aquisition of grail dolls