by Swan » Wed Nov 05, 2014 1:41 pm
I voted! I have voted in every election since I was able to. I have an Election Day story to tell you...
Back in 1996 my eyes were steadily getting worse and worse and worse. I had a cataract that had been deemed "inoperable" and I was doing my very best to keep going, as my eyesight diminished. Still, I did not truly realize how bac my eyes had gotten until I went to vote.... and I could not see the ballot!
I stood in the voting booth and squinted, tried to turn it this way, that way... and still the print was too faint, to blurred... I went to the poll worker and said "Do you have large print or Braille ballots (I read Braille) and she said that they did not have them... I returned the unmarked ballot... went outside, sat down on the steps of the polling place, and WEPT!
That was the low point of my life! I felt as if I was no longer a citizen! I felt horrible. I finally got a sympathetic poll-worker to mark my ballot for me, but I went home crushed in spirit. Voting means that much to me.v For the next five years, I voted with sighted assistance. I got absentee ballots in the mail and, with my partner, would mark them and send them in... but I never truly FELT as if I was part of the elections...
Then, in 2002, I found a doctor who looked at my one good eye, the hypermature cataract and said "I know most surgeons in the US consider this kind of cataract impossible to safely remove... but I have worked in Guatemala and in many third world countries where people frequently go without eye care for decades... and I specialize in hard-to-remove cataracts... if the surgery fails, you will have no eyesight... but if it succeeds, you can get back most of what you lost.. Are you willing to try?"
Well heck YEAH!!! I signed a release (after all, I reasoned... at that point I had no eyesight left to lose!) and had the surgery... AND IT WORKED!!! The next election came and, with my partial eyesight restored... I walked into that sAME polling place and voted independently! I was so happy, I handed in my completed ballot with tears in my eyes. As luck would have it, the SAME poll-worker took my ballot! "Honey, there's no need to cry... I'll help you."
I told her through my tears "No, LOOK at it... I marked it myself! I VOTED!!" We cried together. Cried for happy! You never realize just how PRECIOUS a right voting IS until you almost lose that right. As nasty and cynical as I am many times, I still feel that fragile pride when I step into that booth and begin the process of selecting our leaders.
NO-ONE walks out of the polling place wearing the "I VOTED!" sticker with greater understanding than those who almost lose the privilege.
Swan
"Any sufficiently advanced technology is indistinguishable from magic." -- Arthur C. Clarke, "Profiles of The Future", 1961 (Clarke's third law)