I'm sooooooo depressed again.... Sometimes there's a reason like when I'm freaking out waiting for something, then just totally crash into a low point, but I usually get several times a year when I just go all grey and I feel really sad and lonely and don't want to do anything. I'll still do things, but I don't feel any enjoyment from them. Clinical depression... and my medication only helps so much. I just have to wait out the cycles. Hope it doesn't last too long.
I've also been trying to narrow down the last few things that I really want to round out my doll collection, then I was planning on getting into the nitty gritty crafting from scratch. Got pretty frustrated though with trying to make finalizations. I'm stretching my credit limits a bit.
I'm particularly upset with Asleep Eidolon right now because I've written to them twice about ordering from them and have had no response. Wrote them on Saturday and yesterday. I know it hasn't been that long, but it's like eons when you're waiting and it feels important. I'm actually looking into getting that full Crystal mermaid set and I want to get it before it's sold out, so the waiting is also scaring me. Mint on Card is down till October while they are moving. I don't know of any other AE distributors, but I really wanted to buy direct from them. Wanted to add a few heads to the order too which I think they would do since Mint on Card offered the heads separately.
So I tried to install MSN messenger to contact them that way, but then that actually messed up my computer... and when I open up the messenger, it looks like this:

I can't freaking read that!
Plus there are various other things going wrong after that installation as well, like Photobucket's page displaying very oddly and different windows overlapping.
$%#$^^$#% Microsoft! Gaaaaah!