I don't want to go into details but I'm struggling really hard tonight. Family problems have come to a head and I hit record depression lows tonight. I'm only posting to say please keep me in your thoughts and hopefully I'll come back to the board in a few days and say I've gotten everything straightened out.
You are most certainly in my thoughts and prayers! Don't stay away, because we are a group of people who really do care for and about each other. We are here for you.