This will be a ramble, but I don't think anyone would understand this better than you guys. I tried to break things up and linked pictures so it wouldn't be such a text-wall.
I wanted to make a doll of my wow character, Jouselle. Man, it has been a rocky road so far.
Got the head and body. Neck-piece breaks. Bad.
Managed to get head back on, but can only turn left and right, and can't remove. I take this as acceptable at this point.
Did the face-up. Good.
Sought after wig in the right color. Could only find that color as loose hair that's bought in chunks for rooting. I take this as acceptable at this point.
Had diodes to make glowing eyes, kit doesn't fit in her head, bad.
Found person who could make the right eyes, good.
Received hair. I realize I have no tools to root the hair or make a wig. So I agonize over what I could possibly do better and research both options.
Get the eyes in, wrong eyes. Bad. Sent back.
Made elf ears out of Sculpey. Came out really good.
Right eyes came in. They don't fit. Tried to modify the inside of the head to make them fit. Bad.
At this point, I want a new head with no eye-holes so I can just paint them, but can't put a new head on this body due to the neck piece being broken, so I need to buy a whole new doll. But I have a damaged doll right here that I'm kind of attached to and feel bad for. She's not what I want anymore, but she's been through so much already. She stares at me with ill-fitting buggy eyes and her slightly lopsided elf ears. She always looks like she's expecting someone to give her good news, a slightly excited and curious look. I've thought about selling her or giving her away after the project is done. It's really frustrating knowing I cannot use her for the very project she was purchased for. But she's here, looking at me, well, looking kinda straight forward. I feel very guilty.
I'm not sure what I was hoping for, but I really needed to get this off my chest, and even my "dollmeet" friends don't really get it like people here do. Thanks.