New Suxs Thread

[Mirrin]

Today was my grandfather's birthday. He passed away at the end of this last fall. It's just one of those hard days.
I am 10 minutes from a skype interview with a grad school. After that, I have to make my decision. I am panicking more than a little.
Then I have to go up and work on the play I am directing. It opens Thursday.
My boyfriend's at a wedding this weekend in Virgina.. so I am alone with my panic.

He's missing my graduation also for his stupid brother's engagement party that's being thrown in Florida by the bride's family. It's a little devastating for me...

[yarwel]

Praying for you, Mirrin.
I hope you can find some time today for yourself, to spend time with your grief.

[richila]

Allergies are so bad that I can't tell if I'm sick or just suffering from allergies. I hate that pollen makes me have a low grade fever and swollen glands.

{Hugs}

[TsukiNoKemuri]

My car died in a grocery store parking lot today -- it seems the battery cable hadn't been keeping good contact with the terminal and hadn't been charging it properly. Luckily I was only half a mile from home, so I could walk back with my groceries. And luckily I have a portable charger to jump-start dead batteries. So after putting away the groceries, I went back with the charger... but halfway there, the sidewalk was blocked by one of the last old gray snowbanks in town. I tried to walk around it on a small hill... lost my footing and fell on my back on the filthiest, muddiest, siltiest patch of slimy dirt around. So I finished my trek back to the car looking like a dirty bum. (At least the car started with the charger... if it hadn't, I'd have had a really bad day...)

[Mirrin]

Praying for you, Mirrin.
I hope you can find some time today for yourself, to spend time with your grief.

Thank you so much.. I hope so too. The grad school thing went well, so it's one less thing on my plate, thankfully.
I'm doing ok. He was just my only real father figure. I love my dad, but my grandfather was really my support growing up and the person I always counted on. I miss him a lot.

[OkamiKodomo]

I would put this in the Rejoice thread but it hurts to much to celebrate. I have officially ended an eight year relationship. I moved up to Mass with the intention of ending things but I was trying to make sure I had extricated myself completely from the situation. It didn't go quite as planned, but it's over with. It was a very toxic relationship, and it has been for a very long time. I was losing myself, and dying slowly on the inside. Even so, it was eight years together, and there are things that I will miss, things that he knew about me that only being together that long allows people know about one another, and it hurts to let eight years go.

And... I am alone. Very literally alone, and need a hug right now.

[coloredimage]

Okami if you need anything at all, let me know! <3

[Neko Sandy]

*Lots of hugs* Okami, I'm going to send you a PM. I hope that is okay. *hugs again*

[kenaiqueen]

Okami, I ran all the way to Alaska to end a six-year relationship, so I remember the feelings. You are not alone. First off, you have YOU back again...the you that you are meant to be. And secondly, you have a great group here to reach out to anytime. You can make it thru this and it will be so much better for you. *hugs and much virtual hand-holding!*

[mica]

((((GIANT HUG))))
I ended a ten year toxic relationship. Cried Alot the first year on my own.
One step at a time, you will make it....